April Plogs

Sometimes we take life too seriously. We don’t see what we’re missing. They always say that when you’re a kid, you should enjoy it. They say that when you grow older, you’re going to miss out of what it’ll be life to be a kid again, and there is no chance of ever going back. Sometimes, we all wished we could just go back in time and do it all over again. A fool is one who always takes life too seriously. Sometimes we have to loosen up and just enjoy the view.

When you’re a kid, you believe in so many things. They always seeing is believing and believing is seeing. Sometimes we have to just keep believing even though we know that there’ll never be that chance. Sometimes we get fooled for all the wrong reason, but that doesn’t mean we have to give up believing in it. Then again, love is foolish isn’t it? Yet we all believing in it.

There are seven shades in a rainbow, yet the world is filled with so many colors. Who’s to say we only see the world in black and white? Who is to say that love can’t be expressed easily as saying that it shows the true colors in us.

There are seven shades in a rainbow, yet the world is filled with so many colors. Who’s to say we only see the world in black and white? Who is to say that love can’t be expressed easily as saying that it shows the true colors in us.

Sometimes, our greatest role model had nothing but the clothes on their back and the little knowledge they only knew. Truthfully, we all come in this world not knowing anything, thus, that’s why we are learning each day. That’s why we go to school and that’s why we work so hard to make a better lives for ourselves as our parents are giving us. See what the world can offer you with the knowledge you have and nothing in hand, because sometimes, the way your brain creates, is the way you’re going to keep going, which is forward.

Sometimes, our greatest role model had nothing but the clothes on their back and the little knowledge they only knew. Truthfully, we all come in this world not knowing anything, thus, that’s why we are learning each day. That’s why we go to school and that’s why we work so hard to make a better lives for ourselves as our parents are giving us. See what the world can offer you with the knowledge you have and nothing in hand, because sometimes, the way your brain creates, is the way you’re going to keep going, which is forward.

This is a question I have asked myself for the last ten years, wondering where I am going to start. It’s a question that has been pondering with me for this long and yet I don’t even know the answer myself. I’ve questioned myself many times in the past, but this question has been the only one that has stuck with me for so long and yet I still don’t know the answer. It may be simple to some people, but to me, and many others, this question haunts me. Even with where I am today, I feel that it isn’t enough to answer this question at all.

This is a question I have asked myself for the last ten years, wondering where I am going to start. It’s a question that has been pondering with me for this long and yet I don’t even know the answer myself. I’ve questioned myself many times in the past, but this question has been the only one that has stuck with me for so long and yet I still don’t know the answer. It may be simple to some people, but to me, and many others, this question haunts me. Even with where I am today, I feel that it isn’t enough to answer this question at all.

Why do we want so many things that we can’t touch? Why why why? I think that why is an unanswerable question. How can you possibly answer such a question? There can me a no and a yes to the answer. Yet, the answer can become a complicated question. Why? is a question that really bugs me.

They always say they’d be there for you whenever you need them the most. They say that they were only a phone call away. Yet, you find it hard sometimes. I guess for me, during this time, I couldn’t figure out who I needed the most. I couldn’t figure out what was going on. Because you don’t want the world to know, or have no intention in telling the world, you only want that one person to know, yet you don’t know how to approach it at times. I guess for me, what was most difficult was figuring out who I was hope to there and why I needed that person in the beginning. There had to be a reason.

They say nothing is impossible and that there is a possibility to everything. Sometimes we have to stop looking at what is already there and enjoy it. Sometimes we may go too far and sometimes we just don’t know when to stop. Don’t waste your time trying to find what is already there because soon, it’s not going to be there anymore and you’re not going to know.

I always believe that everyone deserves a second chance and that no matter what everyone should get it. Why I believe such a thing, I guess it’s because I was never given a second chance at anything. People always looked down on me and people never knew what I had to offer.
People say that they’ll change or that they have changed, but have they really. Sometimes a second chance is already too much, sometimes the first chance is more than enough. Yet, why do people keep going back no matter how hard they try to forget?

What matter most is what is most important to you. You have to give it your all when you want something to be perfect. You have to make what matter most happen. No matter what it is, you have to make it happen, because sometimes, if you don’t, then there is a chance you’ll regret it later in life. Truthfully, you want to give it your all. By making what matters the most happen, you know that you have no regret in life and that you’ve pretty much done it all and have nothing to worry about anymore.

 The biggest support you can get is the support you give yourself. Sometimes by giving yourself the courage and the encouragement you have always desired, sometimes it’s the best thing that can ever happen to you. I guess sometimes, you have to understand that you yourself are the only one that understands who you really are and that there is really no one out there that’ll understand the kind of person you really are.

They always say, “try living in their shoes.” In other words, saying that you should try living their life before you can judge the life they’ve gone through. I was always taught to love myself before I can love another. I was also taught to make it across the bridge, I mustn’t look down and I must reach the end. I was taught that no matter what I am not perfect and that nothing in this world is fair. I’m currently learning to live in my own shoes and learning to enjoy every moments that I can. I cannot see myself living in another’s shoes until I know that I have done myself proud and that I have succeed in living in my own shoes without having to step into bigger shoes, because I still have to fill mines.

You want to do so much, taking in that it’s a great opportunity. I have learned this the hard way, really. I took every temptation as a great opportunity, yet I knew I couldn’t do anything about it. I only tempted to do it because I believe that it’s a great opportunity for me. Yet, I have learned that nothing is free and everything comes with a price, thus, I cannot do certain things that I may want to do, not until I know that I can do it without having to worry. The biggest opportunity for me right now, is getting to further my education and that makes me happy already.

We make mistakes, and we make the same mistakes again. Some of us are taught never to make the same mistakes. For me, I taught myself just that. I told myself that I mustn’t make the same mistake twice. But then I learned, I must make the same mistake to get a better understanding of where I went wrong. From then on, I told myself that I will make the same mistakes over and over; no matter how long it takes for me to completely understand it. But by making the same mistake over and over, I must make the mistake, but make an improvement at the same time.

Sometimes, we give ourselves the time to just sit and relax. Sometimes we don’t even give ourselves some relaxation and think about ourselves. Sometimes we just have to stop everything and just sit down and tell ourselves that this time is my time. It doesn’t matter if it’s just for thirty minutes a week, just as long as we take time in our lives to give ourselves to think about ourselves and know that we are just as important as everyone we are trying to please.

We change because we just now understand that change is going to be a part of us. We change because what has changed us is sometimes that made us who we were. It might have hurt us or it might have given us somethings very precious. We change everyday and we know that change is a big deal for all of us. We hate changing but sometimes change is a good thing. We change because we know that what’s changed us gave us that reason for us to change.

There are so many things that I want to do in my life. There so many dreams I want to accomplish. Whether I accomplish it or not, I think that is most important is that I’m willing to do it. I guess it’s like making a bucket list of all the things you wish to do before you die or turn a certain age. We all want to wild and crazy things. I guess for me, I want to look beyond that and do the impossible. I want to make the impossible for me, possible. Knowing that at the end of the day, I have done it. It’s something for me to look forward to.

There is only one option that we all dread to take. It doesn’t matter what it is, it’s just something that is always going to be there.
You work so hard to work around it, hoping that it isn’t the last resort, but sometimes, it’s the last option left and you can’t do anything about it. Sometimes it’s something that might be for the better or for the worst, but you don’t know until you try. For me, I really try to look past it and work around it. Even I am doing it right now. I know that I can work around it and I’m working hard at it, but with very few options left, I find that there might really be no other choice.

As human beings, I sometimes thing we ask for too much. I’m not denying that I don’t as for a lot, because I do ask for a lot. Sometimes I feel that I ask for too much; more than I deserve sometimes. We learn the hard way that sometimes we already have everything we need. We have our friends and our family. Most importantly, we have ourselves. We have the people that care for us more than anything in the world. Sometimes we don’t see that and until then, we’ll just have to wait to realize it.

In life, we wait for the world to smile upon us letting us know that everything is going to be alright. Yet, the world is no different from any human being or living thing. Behind every smile is a story of sadness.

I feel that sometimes we’re living a dream. Who knows, maybe we are. We are living a dream as if this is the life of what it would have been like if the world wasn’t perfect. While the person dreaming, is living in a world of perfection. Yet, we all know nothing is perfect, and knowing that, no one is really happy. We all have gone through some sadness in our life, its just that some of us choose not to show it, thus we hide behind a mask or simply, a smile.

We just have to understand that our memories are what keeps us sane. Our memories are something that we would hate to lose. Sometimes our memories come back to, it may haunt us or it might teach us a bigger lesson in life. In other words, our memories is like a teaching tool, telling us that sometimes we have to just look at life and know that what happens today, might one day affect our life in the future.

Sometimes when you feel like you are losing your best friend, a good friend who’s been there, or anyone that is important to you, you start to wonder to yourself, without this person, am I going to be able to keep moving forward. Sometimes we don’t know how much someone means to us unless we lose them. I remember tell someone that it doesn’t have to be something that involves death, for you to realize it. It could just be a person who has completely change you, and next thing you know, they are gone from your life; yet you didn’t expect such a thing to happen. You don’t know how important they are unless you understand the things they’ve done for you. For me, I’m probably just thinking too much about this but sometimes, I guess I feel like I’ve done my loved ones wrong and not given them enough of my time.

Love like you’ve never been hurt before, that’s the saying people always tell you. I guess sometimes no matter how much it has hurt you in the past, don’t let it effect the way you are living, the way you are moving and the way you are. Don’t let it effect the person you’ve already become. Sometimes we have to learn that we can’t keep carrying on this pain forever and that one day, it’s going to have to leave us.

We can only chase our dreams for so long. There are people who are chasing their dreams, then give it up, then start chasing it again. Sometimes, those people take forever to reach their dream and in the end it’s wasteful. Sometimes we just have to catch up to our dreams and realize that we’ve spent long enough chasing it and now we should start living it. We can’t chase our dreams forever.

Sometimes we are blinded by love. Sometimes we don’t see the love. Sometimes we don’t know what love is. Sometimes when we felt like we found it, we lose it. Someone use to say, you can’t find happiness, happiness finds you. I guess sometimes, we just have to let love find us. Sometimes we just have to understand what love is to be able to love. I guess, it’s the game of patience. How patient are we when it comes to love?

Sometimes we put all our effort into helping, yet in the end, they take all the credit and forget about us. Sometimes I feel that those who help aren’t being appreciated and sometimes we are just there for no reason at all. Sometimes we just want to be acknowledge, no matter how little words are being put together.

If you have faith in yourself, there isn’t anything that you should fear. No matter how crazy life gets, if you have faith in yourself, you can do anything. No matter what, we can make it out there in the end, and sometimes it doesn’t even have anything to do with faith, but courage. Sometimes we just have to do something without having a fear in the world and know that we did it. We just have to know that sometimes we can’t always depend on faith, and all we have is ourselves. To overcome our fear, we must know that we are our own strength.